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| Wow is the only thing I can think to type right now. I can't believe where I am in my life right now compared to last summer or one year ago or even where I was back in 04. I love my life right now and I love all the people in it, I'm excited to know where I'm gonna end up at or who I'll meet next. I can't believe that I'm actually using this thing, it's been so long since xanga was the number one blog, I think it's funny how people change so much. Their's so much beauty in the world it's amazing. I can go outside and just feel the wind cressing my body or the rain flow down my body or just to see the lightning light up the sky like on the 4th of July. So many amazing things are happing all around me and sometimes I feel like I can't take it but then I just relax and let it flow threw me like rain on my body. I do miss everything that I went threw last summer but I don't want to look back anymore I won't let my past consume me anymore, I'm gonna move on, and relax and just let things happen. To me life is so beautiful and I don't want to waste anymore time fighting. I have lost people in my life but life goes on nopthing really dies and if some how some way I'm meet to be back in their lifes then so be it. I'm gonna go for now but just WOW about how life can work out in many different ways..lol. Take care. Later players. | | |
| So yeah not much new I got my cell phone and all that jazz. It's funny how people turn out to be soemthing different then you thought they would be, I find it funny how the people that you think are your friends let you down in the end, and I also find it intersting all the trash peopl etalk about a person. But hey whatever flots their boat. 
This is the TATU I'm gonna be geting on my back!! 
I told you I was ~Phoenix Rising~ | | |
| Our past is like writing in pin we can block it out no matter how hard we try, but it will always be their. Idk anymore things are so yeah Idk. I'm hung up on someone who I thought I wouldn't be, I'm so fucking STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But all in all I'm actualy HAPPY. I mean I'm doing real well, I have a job now, I talk to my friends more then I ever did, and I just it's corny but it's like I found the family I always wanted/ dreamed of. I'm STUPID I HATE getting attached to people so ezly. Well yeah Idk what I'm gonna do or what will become of all this but it must be leading up to something. Austin- Idk what to put down. Your an amazing friend, you were their for me when I was sick, you let me vent on you, you 've given me rides to where ever I needed to go, and I now you truly don't want to see anything happen to me. Love you ALWAYS. 
Olivia- Well idk what to say. You took me in and for that I thank you.Your pretty strong..lol. You don't take crap from anyone, you tell it like it is, and you stand up for what you believe is right. You have a gental heart of a fighter. Your a surviver. Love you like a sister 
Ricky da man- Were growing pretty close. I'm so sorry to here about you and your gf I know how much you loved her and still do and I'm sorry your hurting. I'm here for you in any way I can be you know that. Love you like a fat loves cake. 
Well yeah idk what else to say except I love all my friends not just the ones above. Anyways I guess this is good bye Idk when the next time I will be on here so yeah Later all. ~Dance Floor Whore~ | | |
| Ok so as we all know V-day is coming up, so I got my three girls gifts I hope they like. I would die without thies girls in my life Jaimie is so open and compleatly stright ford, Jessica is totaly real and funny, and Jo Jo well Jo Jo is just Jo Jo enugh said...lol. Anyways nothing much is really going on I guess Dani is becoming a butch lesbin..lol and Katie thinks she's better then Dani but in fact she's just as bad has her. Anyways I think Ausitn and I are ok or I hope were ok and I know he'll read this cuz he's like the only one who does...lol. So Austin your just AMAZING your funny, nice, and dirty ina good way. So I'm glad we know each other. In March I'm gonna be living with Ricky da man!!!!!!!!!!!! Hell yeah..lol. But anyways I'm bored but look at the bottom. Why does Jordan white poor ice down her pants???? To keep the crabs fresh...lol...hahahahahahahahah ~Do you wanna see me down on my knees, I'm bending over backwords now would you be please, I'm not the same, I have no shame. I'm burning up for your love!!!!!! | | |
| Ok so I'm bored off my ass right now and I really don't know if anyone even comes here anymore but yeah anyways. Life is life for me I'm not talking to Dani anymore which sucks but I guess it's for the best, I have been hanging out with Austin,Richard,Scott and Jo Jo more which is awosome, school is ok I'm glad I have Jo Jo in my 2nd hour and we have the same lunch, Will and I are well Idk I don't really even care anymore I want to move away from Will I can't even handle being in the same room with him. I still can't believe he told Austin I liked him and then tryed to blame it on Dani but they both made their own choce. Dani chose Will over me Will talked crap on me to her and I have given up on both of them and now I know how dani really is. I have no idea where I'm gonna go but I guess it really doesn't matter. Anyways I have everyone has a good new year. 
Austin with Scobby no not Richard. Austin I'll miss you buddy and thanks for being their when I pretty much got fucked over by my two "friends" I know who my true friends are thanks. Love ya man. ~The future becomes the preasent, the presant becomes the past and the past becomes an everlasting regreat~ | | |
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